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FINALLY!
Friday, November 13, 2009


finally, exam is over! *victory dance.

i'll worry bout my result later on. it's time to fly like a bird, baby! hahaha. too bad we still have to go to school. and, too bad we still have to continue normal lessons. *sigh.

anyway, i'm currently reading Shadow Kiss. shizzay, this book really is driving me crayzayh! I LOVE DIMITRI BELIVKOV. HAHA, AND HE'S RUSSIAN! AND A DHAMPIR. hehe. :D

oh, i deactivated my facebook. well, because. umm, to prevent from stalking that particular person who i think is well, amazing. yeah right. haha.

umm. today is my father's 51st birthday. SO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PA! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I'LL DO MY BEST TO MAKE YOU AND BABU PROUD. I PROMISE! XOXO. senyum selalu, dan please, pakai wah anu untuk telinga ah. -_-'

oh yea, bapa doesn't believe it when i told him we still have to go to school and we are expected to be continuing our normal lessons. -_-' apparently, he doesn't know pjn. yet. haha.

oh yeaa. that particular person got a tan. haha. gelap gelita. hitam eh macam arang. hahaha. JUST KIDDING. don't take it to your heart baby. you know you love me. hahaha. well, who doesn't? :p

okay, gotta go. bye!

Love Always,
Suha Redfern Salvatore Vamps.

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another reason to weep.
Monday, November 9, 2009


ah hella shit. bio 2 was harder than i expected. i didn't get to finish it off. aahh. i stayed up to almost midnight revising bio and THIS IS WHAT I GET? hahaha, emo jua ah. anyway, HOW COULD I HAVE FORGOTTEN WHERE THE PHLOEM IS??! i shaded the CORRECT answer BUT i RUBBED it OFF! that was VERY JAGMGJBJGNWPVDJAG of me!!

i nearly cried when i was doing paper 2. seriously. i needed more time. 1 3/4 hours is not enough, man. i'm frustrated. devastated. i feel like dying. oh, yeah, sure. this is my suicide note. if i was found dead, just blame bio. okay? hahaha. wth.

I DON'T WANT TO FLUNK BIO! i really hope i can pass. BUT, its just a hope. a hope which is 50-50 hopeless. please God, i'm begging You. :(

tomorrow is maths 1, chem 1 and chem 2. i really hope i can do 'em well. HOPEFULLY!

and oh, 'Amaaazing'. (;

bah, imma off now. see yah.

Love Always,
Suha Redfern Salvatore.

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ah hella shit. bio 2 was harder than i expected. i didn't get to finish it off. aahh. i stayed up to almost midnight revising bio and THIS IS WHAT I GET? hahaha, emo jua ah. anyway, HOW COULD I HAVE FORGOTTEN WHERE THE PHLOEM IS??! i shaded the CORRECT answer BUT i RUBBED it OFF! that was VERY JAGMGJBJGNWPVDJAG of me!!

i nearly cried when i was doing paper 2. seriously. i needed more time. 1 3/4 hours is not enough, man. i'm frustrated. devastated. i feel like dying. oh, yeah, sure. this is my suicide note. if i was found dead, just blame bio. okay? hahaha. wth.

I DON'T WANT TO FLUNK BIO! i really hope i can pass. BUT, its just a hope. a hope which is 50-50 hopeless. please God, i'm begging You. :(

tomorrow is maths 1, chem 1 and chem 2. i really hope i can do 'em well. HOPEFULLY!

and oh, 'Amaaazing'. (;

bah, imma off now. see yah.

Love Always,
Suha Redfern Salvatore.

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oh shit.
Sunday, November 8, 2009


oh, yeah. oh shit. i curse a lot nowadays. because, oh shit, exam was, yeah, oh shit. hahaha. i'm supposed to be revising bio and geo right now. BUT, i just can't. this lazyness has gone extreme. apakaaaaaan. i have actually finished revising at 5ish. but then, i have not gone through the past year papers. oh well, oh well.

i'm planning to stay up late. because. i need and i have to revise. BUT, the thing is that i have never ever stayed up late to do revision. it is just not my style of studying. -_-'

well, so far, the exam was only one third of a shit. blergh, what i meant is, some of the papers were okay, and some of 'em were not. as a matter of fact, i don't really have high expectations for this eoy. maybe i do. maybe i don't. oh, i don't know!

my parents are always away from home nowadays. they go to bandar for at least twice a week. i want to go to bandar too y'know. i haven't even gotten in that house they're talking about. blergh. exam, please. stop torturing me? okay.

bye now. see yah.

Love Always,
Suha Redfern Salvatore Vamps.

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ahh, this is truly a torture.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009


*sighhh.

hey. what's up? you know what? being a science class is a pain in the ass. haha.

hmmm, so, tomorrow is Physics test and Amaths test. so... yeah. aaand, the day after tomorrow is Bio test. -_-' pretty crazy huh? oh, wait. next monday is the EOY. now, thats crazy!

nah, I'm cool with that. still tough eh. -yeah right.

anywaaay, the monkey is back. haha. its pretty bizarre that i feel 'okay' about it.

bah, I've to go now. so, later alligatorzz.

Love Always,
Suha Redfern Salvatore Vamps.

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dorkamese.
Friday, October 23, 2009


there is only one word I trully want to say. its DAMNATION! (:

oh, and another word ; horrendous.

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz.

you think thats funny huh? oh, well well well. I promise you, what goes around, comes around, man. you believe in karma eh? lets wait. and see. this is so going to be awesome.


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waiting is a torture.
Saturday, October 10, 2009


whoa, what an emo title. whoops whoops.

I'm suppose to be revising right now... but then, I'm kinda lazy. so, yeah. whatever. haha. gonna go to Zee's open house tonight. InsyaAllah. :)

I'm going to turn sixteen at the end of this month. on Samhain day slash Halloween. the bad part is that, two days after my birthday is our EOY exam. too bad right? yeah.

soooo, I've been trying to resist addictive story books nowadays since exam is coming. soon. like, omg, so soon. like, O-H-M-Y-G-O-D! I'm now like, still sitting in front of this desktop, figuring out what to post. it's not that I'm jobless. I'm just... on a break. you know. i mean, break-break. like, the one in the TV. but that's like, a commercial break. and, there is this break, when you tell your boyfriend/girlfriend that you need some space (yeah right). that is also a break right? but mine is different. like, totally. mine is like, you know, like when you're revising, then you're like get tired of reading and expanding your mind and contracting your mind and like frost action occurs in your brain and like your arteries get constrict and dilate and all that, you'll need a break right? am i right or am i right? like, recess at school. G, this is crap. like, totally! haha.

I want to read story books so badly. :(
and.
I want to have fun. like, fun-fun. you know, the fun when you're having like seriously fun with your amazing-ly fun and funny friends. haha.

Imma stop here before my lameness gets critical. haha. so, adieu.
update you after the EOY.

Love Always,
Suha Redfern Salvatore Vamps. :)

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